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| our fifteen months is on saturday. we're going to hawaii in april together. but i just don't think its right for me anymore. what do i do... i need him but i don't feel the way i used to. and he doesn't act the way he used to. he doesn't seem to think being romantic is important... he hasn't even finished my birthday card yet. my birthday was 3 months ago. i just feel so inadequate and underappreciated, and that's not supposed to be how a relationship makes you feel -- regardless of how long you've been together.
Aren't we so good at holding on to the past? If we weren't speeding, I'm sure we never would have crashed
Under the influence of our shallow lust - I know we should be careful but that won't happen to us
Love is a second, third, fourth fifth shot
God knows I need it; God knows you haven't forgot
Oh and you are too much like a drug to me
No longer what I want, just what I think I need
Why would I leave when I could waste away with you?
Less concerned with what I'll find than what I could lose
It's easier to look down than to look you straight in the eye
I'll only say this once because I know it's going to make you cry
There is a reason I feel lost when I'm not with you:
It's not because of love; it's just that you are what I've gotten used to
Nothing left, but you say "Can't you give us one more try? We're in a knot that I can't let you untie."
If we don't leave now, we never will.
Turn your back on me one last time.
-This Day and Age
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| post time!! :) happy holidays everybody!
My friends are working on avoiding me
So when we meet I keep my mouth real busy, talk out my nervous energy
It never works
I through darts at the wall and get sloppy but it's alright now
If I seem surprised, it's just a joke I'm trying out
-"A Flatline Blur" by Kevin Devine
Starting again, falling up, soaring down
With my head in the clouds, try to reach for the ground
But the world's disappeared
Honesty, lavender, pretty disaster
Got a story behind royal eyed faking laughter
And I cry to myself but nobody else
Oh, I can't believe what have I done to get me here
I've lost myself
-"Begin Again" by Juliet Simms
Lying on my back, I feel you breathing
Sucking down the ghosts into your sleep
There's something in your spine that makes me nervous
And the black that swells between us grows more deep
I cut the world in chords making melodies from words and I'm confused again
I take all this abuse because I ain't got much to lose
It's a starry starry night out here on Hope Street
But hope gives way to hunger when you're poor
And with pockets full of promises and poems, I know that you're not worth much anymore
Spoke in broken time, crooked rhythms, twisted rhymes and I'm confused again
Paint my world in blue because I've never liked to lose
I don't think I want to spend another night with you
I don't think I want to spend another day feeling the way you leave me to
-"Starry Night" by Zox
There's something in your voice that makes me nervous
If I can tell we're lying, why can't you?
The song that's in my head is playing backwards in this bed and I'm confused again
Seems like I have to choose - it feels like either way, I lose
-"Starry Night" by Zox
Stay and watch the stars come out, and then the sun as they all fade away
I'll sing you every song I know if it will make you want to stay
And then I'll say that I missed you
And these words, they'll convince you, to stay
-"Your Song" by Mayday Parade (so cute)
i know its short but at least its something. better one soon <3
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| ahhh i got all my files back!! i have all my lyrics and pictures yay :) :) which means update soon! just not today because i have crazy amounts of homework. but not long! <3
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| probably a repeat... just a song stuck in my head that i've always been in love with.
This is as quiet as it gets
Hush down now, go to sleep
We were once perfect
Me and you will never leave this room
Hush hush hush hush
You color my eyes red
Our love's not alive it's dead
This letter has written itself inside out again
When rivers turn to roads, and lovers become friends
Hush hush hush - this is where it ends
This is the calming before the storm
We've been here like this before
This absolution is always incomplete
It's always bittersweet
Hush hush hush hush
You color my eyes red
Our love's not alive it's dead
This letter has written itself inside out again
When rivers turn to roads, and lovers become friends
Hush hush hush - this is where it ends
I won't make a sound so you don't wake
This is where it ends.
-"Hush" by Juliet Simms... such a beautiful song.
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